Today was a good day. I went to school early, got a school breakfast and ate with my friends. It actually tasted good today! I just had casual banter and conversation with my pookies, it was nice. one of my friends accused me of being "obsessed" with another friend. im not, they just dont understand having an FP. Maybe im just especially clingy because i had a very near death experience just a week ago. We'll call my FP Didi, because I'll definetly be talking about her more on my future blogs. Anyways! I went to my Ukulele class with her, we had fun. I went to theater and someone redesigned mean girls for their project and made Janis Ian a prep. It was very funny, but i wish they were joking. I went to my first class and i got in trouble for not completing my stupid homework over the weekend that i didnt even know i had. Whatever. I went to English, and was reading Bungo Stray Dogs for a hot minute and got a bunch of ads for Rose Toys. no idea what was up with that, but it was funny! i dont remember what happened after that. But during my lunch period i hung out with my friends again. Lunch is the only class I have with Didi, so i was happy to see her again. One of my friends for some reason like. punched a ketchup packet against the table. it blew up all over one of my other friends, we'll call him Tommy. Tommy was pissed but it was SOOOO FUCKING FUNNY ONG. I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF FOR A HOT MINUTE BROOOO. blah blah nothing happens in my next few classes. i go to my biology class, and i got in trouble for playing undertale instead of doing my work. sigh. but valid honestly. i went to history afterwards and just played undertale through the whole class since i was already ahead of everyone. at the end of class i got in an argument with someone. like i forgot what happened but it started out with me saying somethng to my friend like "yeah guys how about we DONT overdose, that shit HURTS." and this randomass girl just sideeyes me. so i do it back. she starts saying some weird brainrot crap that i dont know (it wasn't the usual skibidi toilet shit). i made a joke about "how shes talking white girl" (i think im funny) and she is just like "ur literally white too??" and then i get confused. cuz like. im literally not. i am literally a latina!! so i tell her like "bro i am LITERALLY brazilian. i am literally a citizen and all of my family is from there. what." and she just stares at me fror a second and then says "imagine cutting yourself." LIKE BRO WHERE DID THAT COME FROM LIKE HUHHHHHH ????????? But whatever! I went home a bit after that and learned that my mom is planning on taking me out of school if i keep hanging out with my current friend group. i wanted to make a dedicated post about that, but i dont have the time or hate to just wallow in my self pity for another 20 minutes write that so whatever. That wasn't fun though, i will say. especially the fact she couldnt even say it to my face. she thinks that my bsf turned me gay somehow. surprisngly, until very recenetly being gay hasnt had too many major negative effects on my life but a lot have been popping up lately. im gonna be so real, i think i might just go back in the closet. pack up my anime figures and my sonic collection too,, start listening to harry styles and taylor swift exclusvely. wait no. no i cant do that. ive got kikuo to listen to and i fucking LOOOOOVE kikuo. jesus. its honestly a little embarassing how my motivation to stay true to myself is so i can listen to some randomm japanese guy who uses robots to sing. but i guess its better than nothing? yeah. i went home and my parents yelled at me for an hour or so and took all of the sharp objects out of the house again because i made a joke about killing myself. darn. i was gonna shave today too :( but nope! anyways!
Today i made a bunch of changes to my website as you can see! I coded all of them yesterday but only implemented them today. I'm actually pretty proud off all of it, because I think it looks nice. There will be lots of major updates in the near future too! Some of these changes I plan on are:
An interactive Osaka (Ayumu Kasuga) shrine
An interactive Chuuya Nakahara Shrine
an improved About Me page
A different blog layout (And weekly posts)
Active "What Would Freud Do" Responses
and a complete You And Me And Her: A Love Story (ToToNo) Merchandise Guide