I went to the Renaissance fair today. I went with my best friend and her mom. and then i realized that people like me. or something like that. apparently, her mom really likes me. I like her a lot to, shes rad as fuck. she's super fun and spunky. we were listening to like panic at the disco and paramore and shit in the car, we were all singing super badly and loudly but it was fun. she also bought me a 1 dollar fake peircing, and i fuckin love it. It feels weird to have peoplease care about you after very little interactions. and to actually start caring about them after a few. i tend to not ususually care about people, whether its because of my ASPD, autism, or just my personality i guess we'll never know. i also borrowed some stuff from my siblings partner and it was an interesting experience. i went to their house with my sib, and me and the partner in question were actually interacting like normal people. we were being assholes to eachother but in the funny way. but they were really kind. they were rad, they have my approval. and them and my sibling were holding hands and it made me happy to see that both of them are happy. so thats nice. i started listening the pierce the viel today, its pretty good. my panic at the disco phase is coming back, and so is my sewerslvt phase lmao. it's currently 9:26 at night, i have a performance tomorrow i think. im nonot ready aat all lmao, and im just gonna go to bed. ion fuck w this !!