mako wishes she was an anime girl

Hello Neocities!! I love writing after each of my blogs "Seeya next month!" knowing damn well it will at least be 2 more lmao. But anyway. Lifes been nice for me lately. I dyed my hair pink a while ago, and I'm planning on dyeing it dark purple soon too. My grades are getting pretty a bit higher, thats nice too. I added a new page to the website, my Acme Iku shrine. I'm in the process of making a Rin Kagamine shrine as well. Today, when I tried to type in the date of the blog entry, neocities told me "hey! you already have a file with this name!" and I got confused. This made me realize I've been blogging for a little over a year now, isn't that crazy? It feels crazy that I've been actually upkeeping this thing for a year and a half. it felt like one of those projects that i would give up on pretty quickly, but nah. went through like 3 different redesigns, and then finally was able to create my perfect little internet home. does it give seizure? prolly. does it hurt to look at this god awful layout? definetly? but it makes me oh so happy!!

so hows life been?

its been treating me surprisngly well lately, actually. Sure i've been skipping lots of assignments, but I've also just been happier. There have been a few weeks where I'd just be tweaking out and refusing to take my meds, but then I'd outgrow it eventually and would be fine. I just got back from a trip to Washington D.C. It was amazing. I went to a fuck ton of museums, the capitol building, monticello, mount vernon, pretty much everywhere you could think of. i also learned that there was a bible museum, though I didn't get the chance to check it out. I'm not particularly religious, if I had to classify myself as any religion, then it WOULD be christian, but still. ive never been too interested in religion. but a Bible museums sounds really interesting. Not for the religious aspects, but for the historical aspects that I'm sure (i hope) would be there. My favorite part of my D.C trip was for sure Mount Vernon. I sat on the little dock for a solid 30 minutes just watching the river and it was the most calm I've been in a long time. I think large bodies of water just have some sort of inherent calming effect to them. of course excluding people who are scared of it. nothing less calming than being scared shitless.

I've been watching lots of south park, and have been outside a lot more recently. Been doin a lot of what I love. On top of that, I've also been watching more anime. I've been making decent progress watching through the Monogatari series, and also good progress rewatching Evangelion. I've also convinced my girlfriend to watch Girls Last Tour with me, even though I've already watched it a million thousand hundred times. I've also been working on music a bunch. ive been getting more aquanited with the vocaloid, openutau, and synthv softwares. I plan to start cevio soon as well, I think KAFU is super cool. I've really only made covers so far, but I think they sound pretty nice. I made a Kagamine Rin cover of Lynne by Hachi, and I've been working on an Acme Iku cover of Hitogawari by Kikuo. I also made a two-faced lovers cover using rin but it was shit so i deleted it lol. im planning on eventually making original songs too.

Oh well, enough about the past, but now it's time to talk about the future.

this months chapter of bungou was really interesting. made me think over a lot of stuff. and new character??? ueda was their name i think??? they look super cool!!

MIKU MOVIE !!!!!!!

On April 17th, I went to watch the long awaited Miku movie on opening night. It was so good. I don't really like project sekai, or care much for it, but I still enjoyed it thouroughly. As a long time vocaloid fan, I'm just so happy to finally get a movie after almost 20 years after Miku's initial release. Of course, me being me, I went in full cosplay of Miku. But not just Miku, brazilian miku! She's my favorite, and I pull her off pretty well. And it's a nice way to feel connected to my culture considering how little I've ever been able to interact with it. Brazilian Miku is my goat, I am her, she is me. And thats on period, YUH! The Miku movie was definetly an experience though. It just felt so surreal. I've been in the vocaloid fandom for almost my whole life, and we finally got a movie. Sure it was a project sekai movie at its forefront, but seeing Miku and Rin on the big screen genuinly brought tears to my eyes. Maybe im dramatic, but they mean a lot to me. I love vocaloid so so so much.