hi chat its me back with the life news because someones (no one) cares !! So! It is currentlyyyyyy November 19th 2024 ! 6 days till my break from school, yawn i cant wait ! I got sent home from school early today, i was too sick. So i've been spending my day watching lucky star, reading, and sleeping. i'm thinking of buying a Konata Izumi cosplay, I think it would be funny. Oh I've also been getting back into the Dream SMP lately. It's kind of embarrassing, especially in 2024, BUT the "Shut Up I'm Talking" podcast kind of got me back into it. And also Jack Manifold's DSMP epilogue! It's been interesting looking back at how all of the members were back then, and how some of them strangely haven't changed in the slightest. *cough cough* dream *cough cough*. also is this shit with Karl getting arrested true??? im seeing different stories everywhere, it's confusing as hell . i also did full juggalo makeup last night, i got bored. then i got bored of that so i cosplayed juggalo chuuya. so yeah that was fun. my relationship with my family i think has been slowly getting better. oh! i also started getting SUUPER into cookie run kingdom! it feels dumb because like. has anyone REALLY cared about cookie run since like 2021? but i guess im the last one standing! i have almost all of the rarest cookies, so i think im pretty cool for that. hollyberry, dark cacao, pure vanilla, mystic flour. my favorite cookies, though, are raspberry and mozzarella! and im working on an edit of pure vanilla! anyway . ermmmmm! fuckkkk i cant think of anything i want to write! i want to finish all of Lucky Star and then write a review on it, so that'll be in the reviews section of my website pretty soon! i also finished Postal 2, sadly. I still haven't finished Apocolypse Weekend though. so like. yayayayay! i also realized that i have lots of trouble sustaining online relationships. like. not e-dating. i would never do that, and cant bring myself to understand how to do it. i just have a few online friends and i just have no idea how to like. talk to them. or maintain contact. so this is your sign that if you ARE my friend, PLEAAASE TEXT ME FIRST ! like i have no idea how to start conversations online, but im the most social person i know irl. just these online people are too cool :(. butever ! ive been pretty happy lately its nice! i think im getting better high key ! and also my grades have been getting back up. ive also made a lot of money, and ive been pretty responsible with it too! to treat myself, im going to a local anime shop soon. i want to give myself a little prize for doing well lately! i've come to the decision while writing this, that every month i go addiction free, i'll treat myself! something small though. ahh i know! ill go to olive garden and the mall with my sibling! fun fun! ive also been pretty good with not tieing my self-worth to other people. instead of just taking what people say about me as fact, i've just been chilling. thinking about what i want to be, and the most positive way to see myself thats still true. an honestly? the one i get the most is "weeb" and "dramatic." i wont argue with being called a weeb though, because thats not really an insult. but being called dramaic is just really annoying. ive come to realize im just eccentric and like performing. oooh! talking about performing! my schools rock band is performing "Counting Stars" by One Republic next! It's been really fun to learn it, and I'm really grateful to be in the band too. its also nice because i was OBSESSED with this song when i was in like 2nd grade so i already know it. i havent heard it in at least a year or two, yet i still know all the words lol. i havent been able to sing in a while though, my throat has been killing me. anyway thats all for today yall ! seeya soon! im thinking of making a section of my website for art and shopping, so ill see yall there soon!!! bye byeee!