I honestly can't remember much thats happened over the past week. i mean. i slept a lot, ate sometimes, went to school, rewatched moral orel, not much really. i skipped a day of school though, got in a bunch of trouble for it too but it was worth it cuz i did NOT wanna go!!! i also had a project for my theater class where i had to write a script. naturally, i couldnt think of anything so i wrote "100 ways to kill yourself" so i could turn it into a copypasta. also its around the time of the year for school dances around where i am, and i am still too single and too embarassed to go without a partner. so of course that got me in a shit situation so now i have a pity date who happens to be the girl i had a crush on like last month. so yikes! i feel a little bit bad for getting her roped up in this but whatever. its probably just platonic anyway, and she's a pretty good friend of mine so it's okay!
i remade my main playlist yesterday because i decided it was too depressing. its fun, i started getting into like DnB breakcore or whatever again, along with epunk. i love epunk and incelcore bruh nobody could ever make me hate it. but i also stalked Fried by Fluoride's twitter account and was blown away the absurdity of it. like holy shit this guy REALLY likes kids !!! like i like kids too but NOT LIKE THAT BRO .... oh oh! i also wrote a few new songs in the past few days and i might actually release them! and i might also release a whole cover album too, since i have a buuuunch of recordings of me playing McCafferty and MSI and stuff. My Chuuya kinnie heart just like gravitates towards that angry doomer music methinks. ive actually been feeling really nice and silly over the past few days, but also haven't even bothered to touch my homework. i hate my math teacher sm yall dont understand. shes like the only teacher ive ever had a problem with because she is just SO FUCKING MEAN for no reason man .. also ive been calling my best friend a lot more lately, which of course makes me happy. just talking and stuff, not for a specific reason or anything. its nice, its been a while since ive done that. i also MAY have relapsed. not on s/h this time. i got high as balls off of dxm again, but im still going to try to quit. it feels weird being like lowkey addicted to such a minor drug. like most of the druggies i sadly know are super gatekeepy about it for whatever reason. like sorry ur addicted to straight meth laced with nutmeg bro get well soon ????? but shartever! i thrifted a chuuya cosplay a while ago, as well as a Deformed Diva one, but neither are complete. Im gonna order the chuuya wig today i think, ive been post-poning it. its just like erhggg i dont want to spend like 2 hours styling the wig gah! styling the wig is my favorite part and i love doing it but its such a daunting task i cant explain it. i also got this really really bussin fanta slushie. if you know me, you know how much of a fanta fanatic i am, so finding this slushie in the wild was a godsend for me. anything fanta related, i instantly HAVE to buy it. its an obligation, a lifestyle even! but yeah, pineapple fanta slushie. it was really good. i dont know why i expected it to be carbonated but i was a little disappointed it wasn't, but it left a lot more room to taste the pineapple flavor. it was really sweet though, i couldn't finish the whole thing, i had to get my sibling, robin, to finish it for me. i also tried the like haunted apple flavored fanta the other day and. i was so disappointed. i got it from a local dollar general and then i opened it up excited, thinking it would be like green apple flavored. but it was caramel apple, and it wasn't just that. it was the most disgusting thing i ever drank in my life. my human trashcan sibling had to finish it for me after i took 2 sips. my dad tried it and hated it too. ive never been a picky eater but that shit was DISGUSTING!!! my favorite fanta flavor will always be maracuja, but you AMERICANS don't know what that tastes like !! lol.