September 7th! September 7th!!! Today is September 7th, and Brazilian Independance Day!! I'm going to an independance party today. I'm going with Didi, my FP and best friend, too. I'm currently sitting in my siblings bed and talking to them. I don't have any homework anymore, I did it all last night. It feels nice to just chill out for a second, to not have any priorities or jobs. I think I'm happy right now. It honestly feels like forever since i've had no homework to do. Im definetly happy right now. I cant wait to see Didi. I love her so much. Shes my favorite person in the whole wide world. A lot of people think me and her are dating. We aren't. We're just really close, I don't know how to put it. We're platonic soulmates i would say. Being her friend is great because its my constant reminder that i dont actually have to date someone or give myself out to feel loved. I love her a lot. We're like Chito and Yuuri except both of us are Yuuri. Bahhhhhh !!! Anywayssss! Can yall tell i love this girl? Can yall tell that i wanna spend the rest of my life with this girl? Can you tell that i would do anything to give her a better life? Its true. I mean, its all platonic if not queerplatonic, but its not romantic. And im even a lesbian(?) too. I love her. I love her so much. I don't know what id do without her honestly. It was funny because i first met her when i was in 7th grade, I was too scared to talk to her because i thought she was so so pretty. She still is that pretty. It was her first week at that school, and id been there since kindergarten. At that school it was really rare for new people to show up, yet she did. She came all the way from Arizona. And she talked to me first, she said she liked my Shinobu jacket. We went to our next class together and got in trouble because we spent the entirety of it talking to eachother about demon slayer. At my 13th birthday party, we cosplayed Zenitsu and Nezuko together. I remember we and the other party members walked to the water tower close to my house and also hopped the fence into a baseball feild. And i remember we went to an anime festival together too. I went as Mitsuri, she went as Nezuko, and my boyfriend at the time went as Zenitsu. I remember when we went to her house to work on science project together and I brought my whole Zenitsu cosplay. We ended up getting cake batter all over it, its still stained too! It was soooo funny though, i wouldnt trade it for the world! But i remember when i got home, i found that my Mitsuri Tamagatchi had died of starvation. I was very distraught lol. And we recently went to a Ren Fair together. Me, her, and her mom all went as Fae. I was really overdressed compared to them though, it was a little embarrassing. But i really did look like a fae, and so did she, beautiful as ever. I love her. And her mom. This might be a stupid thing to rant about but i like really love her mom. Like i have a pretty shit mom, so im constantly looking for a real motherly figure in my life, and for a hot minute its been Didi's mom. She's so cool and nice, super chill too. Shes got amazing music taste, is super funny, and is also lke really good at psychoanalyzing people. Its actually kind of scary. When we were in the car to the Ren Fair we were all screaming, singing to Paramore, I Previal, Panic at The Disco and stuff. And also What Does The Fox Say but i think everyone forgot about that song after like 2016. My other friend the other day, Tommy, accused me of being obsessed with Didi. I dont think I am. I think I just have too much love in my heart and ive finally found someone that had that same amount of passion. I like to say that I have no faith in humanity, but i feel like if everyone loved their friends this dearly then maybe we'd be in less of a rough boat. Definetly.

TLDR; Love your friends.